Week 21 – Creating My Life

I came into the world with the ability to create my life however I wanted.

Even though I have this ability, my programs are running my life. I’m not.

Fear, guilt, anger, hurt feelings, unworthiness – they’re all excuses, and excuses serve me. I get payoffs from them. The payoffs: sympathy, attention, blame, justification, let me off the hook, no accountability, no responsibility, I get to be right about what I believe about myself, and sometimes I even get gifts (chocolate).

Along with the payoffs come the victim prices: I give up my power, freedom, growth, confidence, love, time, joy, trust, belief in myself, possibilities, meaningful/healthy relationships, possibilities, dreams, and my Definite Major Purpose.

These prices are the way I take revenge on myself.

My birthright is to be and have everything I want in life. I just need to claim it.  Live it.

THE IDEA I CAN’T DO SOMETHING IS LUDICROUS.

Love and Big Hugs,
Monica

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